|
|
Monday, March 29, 2010
AC carnival rocks my socks ttm! Omg it's lyk so many times more large scale than alfresco which our principal seems so proud about.... Fab day since I met up with KayYan especially! <3 I kinda surprised her cuz I told her I wouldn't be coming initially. She was happy to see me and so was I to see her. Been awhile since we met or chatted,so it was a great catch up! Of course her bf (who is also my fren) was nearby and so yeah we just basically had a nice medium-length convo and that's about it. Hope to see her again soon. :D Oh and yes I found 2 of my primary school mates there! Omgosh and one of them was my year's head prefect who is from my class! And she still rmb my name! Think maybe my face haven't changed much la haha. Overall a great time catching up,eating and playing games at Fun-O-Rama XX! Had an extremely mixed day today. Screwed up NAPHA at the very last component and now I gotta retake EVERYTHING??? Zzzzz I did damn well for my 5 stations,but was too shagged by the time 2.4 came along. For guys it's compulsory for us to do the whole test on the same day. So basically yeah stopped halfway of 2.4,cuz the sun was just unbearable and I didn't have much of any strength to carry on anyway. Better luck next time den.... :( The bright part of the day came after school,when we're gonna do our CIP project. Had initially dreaded it when I heard that you were going today. However it was not half that bad at all,and it was great to be sharing so much with the girl and having a pretty good laugh ourselves. Good sign maybe? Indeed. But no worries I won't get carried away this time I promise. Totally could agree with you. Life is indeed looking on the up side for me lately as well. :D I know my limits now,and I won't go overboard as best as I can. You take care now. :) "Triple X" Jackson out.
|
|
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Kinda lag,but we've got a new classmate! Name's Tennisa (or sth close...) and she's back to retake her A Levels. She was from our senior class 2T16' 09 so it wasn't really very difficult to start integrating her into our class. Already had some chits and chats with her in LTs and she's pretty nice la.
Had ultimate frisbee for PE yesterday! Run lyk mad dog yesterday seriously but ppl just couldn't get thru to me. Main reason being the fact that I keep getting pinned down and all. AND they had a crazy catcher by the name of Le Nhu Thong aka Terry on their side so yea... In the end my team lost but heck,at least it was damn fun and feels damn good to run till your last breath and pant like crazy lols.
CT = EPIC FAIL. Lol by far GP fared the best with a decent C and 2nd in class along with it. Rest was just GG. Physics got E on the dot,Econs guaranteed U,Chem another U. So now just waiting for Math results which ain't gonna be any better,since half of the paper is like blank + I totally din do vectors. But its ok since I din study at all la. Shall try harder for Mid Years la heh...
Maths lecture now has a brand new seating arrangement! And T33 is just like next to T16 now. Kinda implies that me and kenneth might be able to seat together! Yay Math lec gonna be so much more interesting heh. And it also brings in an added bonus: She's now sitting closer to me! Man I'm struck... Guess I gotta redefine my New Year resolution. I shud say that i'm not gonna take interest in a girl and take do something about it. So yea,now its just observing her from a distance,and only consider taking action after A Levels. Therefore,no actions still end of A's. Period. :D
(Here's my reply: Actually in fact almost all of it would have gone through. Reason is simple. My sentimentalism makes me keep track of what you tell me i.e saving it up. I actually bother to read these every once in awhile and it kinda serves as a reminder to me. In other words should you have spoken freely instead of "STFU",it wouldn't have defeated your purpose of speech. But of course,that is all in hindsight,cuz there's no way of recovering this,and it's not lyk I would want to either cuz I've now come to fear patching up of any sorts. Its just not in me to be able to accept some things as they are in an attempt to restore things to their original form any longer. Such a fear is kinda hard to break once you get bitten once you see,and as you said,it takes time. Funnily enough that has been the title of my tumblr since its very beginning and I've only learnt to adopt it recently...
Well I suppose its never too late to pick that piece of advice up,and I sincerely thank you for that reminder. Keep holding on to your moment of peace,because i'm sure it'll pay off soon,as soon as it takes for this to fade. If it's of any comfort i'm kinda enjoying this moment for myself as well. Sure there's still that strange unfamiliar silence I would ponder about,but i'm sure it would go away sooner or later...
So all the best to you a former close friend of mine,and may peace await us all at the other side of this treacherous bridge we've been on for so long. Hope being classmates is not too far of a request. But I'll no longer hold expectations because that would just pull me(and yes only me) back in,which I don't wish to sink myself again.
Cheers,to memories I probably would never be able to erase,and to our individual happiness,which is still ultimately the most important of all.
Btw this is all instantly written,no careful wording anymore so yea... See ya around.)
"Triple X" Jackson out.
|
|
Monday, March 22, 2010
You guys can just get used to the fact that I ain't gonna be updating my blog often anymore. Like I said,just go to my constantly updated twitter board below the music playlist for updates of my everyday life for anyone who would be so fking bored to be interested of course....
Mr Kang seems to be able to pick me out at the best of times eh? He saw my expletives-filled facebook statuses and asked me about why I'm a Liverpool fan and all... -.- Thanks la He asked me in my worse of "football hangovers" haix.... Liverpool hasn't lost to Man U in the EPL for quite a long time,and that's a fact you can't forget okay. And they just had to lose thanks to Mascherano's tackle in the box resulting in a penalty in which Rooney converted. They lost also because of my foul mouth,which resulted in Park Ji Sung giving me a "in your face" response and heading the second goal for Man U... I was happily saying that Park had a poor head and couldn't do a header goal to save his damned life. Oh well I think I better keep my trap shut tight the next time Liverpool plays....
And of course he picked me out for another thing he knows about me,which is this very blog of yours truly. He asked me whether I would censor what I write here. I simply told him that I don't,and that I freely express myself all the time,especially when I'm choked full of emotions. Such has become a regular occurrence,since it has mostly been a hellish life I've been living for the past 4 months whenever it involves you...
You know damn well I've always valued your opinions and what you say,so why the hell don't you just frigging talk to me? No doubt that email was carefully worded,but couldn't you have just given a reply that involves your opinions??? Instead you just asked me to STFU and that I don't understand a damn thing! Wth man of course I won't understand until you tell me right? What started as a peaceful approach ended up being smashed by a single damn tweet no less...
Dunno why life has to be this full of shit. Guess I gotta live with it,as I've always done. No biggie,I would move on,and console myself by remembering that we're just back to square one,at the time when you've never liked me even as a classmate. Yeah that sounds just about right,that's the way to move on...
New playlist yet again. Hope you guys like it. Theme: Emo Rock (some anyway).
Its time. I've taken way too long to move on.
"Triple X" Jackson out.
|
|
Saturday, March 13, 2010
I realise its seriously way too damn long since I've updated,so might as well crap sth out that is not on my twitter alrd haha....
Ok basically I kinda stoned at home yesterday afternoon,since I din join Gabriel,WJ,Caroline,HQ,Nat etc for lunch. There was another outing of cuz,to which a whole bunch of ppl in class weren't invited to. And since that group loves to remain so exclusive to themselves, I guess we should just let them be right? I'm cool with such stuff,cuz I've never had a class that was lyk completely bonded or whatever shit since I started school anyway. Now thats outta the way lemme continue. Ok I din really stone la,spammed Halo 3 campaign the entire afternoon,while trying to find some skulls on the maps. Din succeed,the damned skulls are just too hard to find. At night had dinner with Filip and Eileen and we also went to Jurong Point. Rare occasion when they 2 can just leave Olivia at home while they come out to take a breather haha. New parents dun have a good life anewae lols.... Olivia's grandma ie Eileen's mum looking after her so its fine la I suppose.
Today spent the entire day with the Nordangard family. Played badminton with Filip in the morning + swimming + arcade. Den I went back Swiss for NPCC training,which I havent attended since like 1 month ago. Missed the feel of command like crazy and got to relinquish it today! =D After training had dinner with the Nordangards again den went home after that.
Anticipating tml! Going out with 4e5 mates Julia Wan Kei Guang Ernest Victor Welon Alvin Kenneth! Meeting at Vivo at 3. No plans of what to do after meeting but confirm chop stamp fun! Can't wait manz.....
And oh yea gotta end of with sth tt has been stuck on my mind right? Sorry I havent started writing the mail to you,its something that I view has a necessary yet horrendous bullshit,so still gotta do it. Its time to clean this slate once and for all,cuz I dun wanna constantly be the victim because someone's unsettled heart keeps occupying my mind. Enough is enough.
"Triple X" Jackson out.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
introduction
About myself
Name: Eugene Teo
Alter Egos: fataldestiny
Birthday:Turning 22 on the 4 Dec,so do send ur well wishes then =D
Classes: Evergreen Primary 6 Peace'04
Swiss Cottage Secondary 4e5'o8
Catholic Junior College IG23'09,1T16'09,2T16'10(FTW!)
l Likes(In no particular order) l
♥ My lazing haven,otherwise known as my room
♥ Military stuff
♥ Music
♥ Swiss NPCC!
♥ Cars
♥ Liverpool FC! (You'll never walk alone...)
♥ Last but not least,YOU the reader! =D
| | | | |