Woah crazy week that has gone by. World cup has started,and my revision still hasn't,after 3 weeks of the 4 allotted to us by MOE. Let's just say I'm screwed,as is always the case whenever I have examinations after one of the long holidays... Can't believe I actually promised ms Tay and ms tan that I'll do better for mid years compared to common tests... So not gonna happen...

So the world cup,by far the most boring and most lopsided world cup I can remember watching. Not that I didn't expect France to screw up,that is perfectly natural thanks to Monsieur Raymond Domenech. I didn't quite count on Spain,one of the hot favourites this year,to lose to Switzerland,a country ranked dunno how many places behind. Worst still,I was wearing my newly bought Spanish national jersey during the match. So the moment the match was over I immediately junked the jersey into the washing machine,hoping to wash off some bad luck.

Ok so maybe I'm being overdramtic,but NO I'm not. This is indeed the worst world cup by far,no thanks to the friggin pissing plastic trumpets called Vuvuzelas. Then there's the crazy official match ball of this world cup,known as the Jabulani. I think I can almost guarantee that by the time the world cup is over,these two words will become official words of the English language. And I've found applications for them in sentences too. If you think someone is too noisy,just say "Dont be a vuvuzela!". Then when you think someone is crazy,just say "Stop acting like a Jabulani!" brilliant eh?

Oh and I'm sure y'all noticed,I have yet another new playlist. I really like this one,an I'm proud to say this is the best one I've made by far. Reason being that I've managed to merge 3 different genres together,and make it sound like it actually progresses from one genre to another smoothly. The 3 genres are pop,then club,and lastly soul,in that order. Realized that I missed out a song for the playlist,Airplanes part 2 by B.O.B Hayley Williams and Eminem. Shall add it in when I get on the com later,and it's gonna be the last song on the playlist. So those who saw the lyrics on the previous blogpost,maybe u wanna check out the song on my playlist later.

Btw,I never msged u to see if you have recovered because it reminds me of painful memories of the past,and I can't seem to shake them off. I might claim to have recovered,but I believe that there will always be this part of me that can never fully heal. Tried to make myself feel better by msging your bf to wish him a happy birthday,but to no avail. But I guess it's alright,I've recovered already right? I shouldn't be saying all these anymore. I'm sorry...

Go espana,I still have faith in you winning the World Cup this year....

"Triple X" Jackson out.

Woah been awhile since I've blogged... 2 weeks ago in fact. Guess I broke my "once a week" dictum. Been kinda busy preparing for h1 midyear papers and making some holiday plans of my own...

But anyway nothing fantastic happened in my life recently anyway. Went to watch robin hood with Ken and alv last tuesday and it just plain sucks. There were more talk than action involved so it got damn boring. Worst still it's more than 2 hours long,so you can imagine how bored we were...

The next day was Swiss NPCC annual camp,which I of course went back for. Had to sacrifice the class outing in the process,but I'm still glad I went back. Afterall Swiss is still the school I call home,and it just felt great for me to be back after a 5-6 week long abscence. I even went to the bookshop to buy 3 new Swiss socks and two of the new dri-fit PE attire,one normal white and a blue house shirt. The new blue house looks so much better than the pale blue last time. I switch houses all the time,so it isn't much of a surprise for me to be buying shirts of other houses lol.

Anyway camp wasn't too bad,provided it is designated a leisure camp la. I swear the campers are having more fun then they ever had during regular cca days! The drills and campcraft barely made up for all the games they had. The NCOs did a great job making it a leisure camp,so I suppose i can say that the camp is a success apart from some screwups...

I left early on Friday,which was also the last day of the camp. Though I was tired as hell after the camp,I still went on facebook the moment I got home. Realized I shouldn't have done it,because what appeared at the top of my live feed reminded of a similar incident that occured last year on the exact same day. Once again I was reminded of how lost,shocked and saddened I was last year,when the whole world seemed to have crashed down on me. Yea yea I said that I'm moving on and not settling for another target until I renew my faith in the opposite sex. But that simple few text displayed right in front of my screen seemed to instantly remove the promised I made to myself,and made me feel like I've failed in winning someone's heart once more. Somehow it's a feeling that I just couldn't shake off at that moment...

Btw it has taken me 3 days to write the previous paragraph. 3 fucking days. It was simply too unbearable to write it down because every recollection of these past events tear me apart more and more. Can anyone see how difficult a journey I've been through for the past year and a half now? I bloody hell don't think so. Guess Hayley williams is right,I could really use a wish right now...

B.O.B - Airplanes ft Hayley Williams and Eminem

[Refrain: Hayley Williams]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

[B.o.B:]
Dreamin... I Fallin...
Yeah
Lets pretend like its 98, like I'm eating lunch off of a Styrofoam trey
Trying to be the next rapper coming out the A
Hoping for a record deal, to re-know my pain
Now lets pretend like I'm on the stage
And when my beat drops everybody goes insane (Ok)
And everybody know my name (B.o.B)
And everywhere I go people wanna hear me sang
Oh yea and I just dropped my new album
On the first week I did 500thousand
Gold in the spring and diamond in the fall
And then a world tour just to top it all off
And lets pretend like they call me the greatest
Selling out arenas with big ass stages
And everybody loved me and no one ever hated
Lets try to use imagination

[Refrain: Hayley Williams]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

[B.o.B:]
Ok, let's pretend like this never happened
Like I never had dreams of being a rapper
Like I didn't write raps in all of my classes
Like I never use to runaway into the blackness
Now lets pretend like it was all-good
Like I didn't live starring in a notebook
Like I did the things I probably knew I should
But I didn't have maybes that's why they call it hood
Now lets pretend like I aint got a name
Before they ever called me B.o.B or a.k.a Bobby Ray
I'm talking back before the mixtapes
Before the videos and the deals and the fame
Before they once compared me to Andre
Before I ever got my space
Before they ever noticed my face
So let's just pretend and make wishes out of airplanes

[Chorus - Hayley Williams]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

[Eminem:]
Lets pretend Marshall Mathers never picked up a pen,
Lets pretend things would have been no diff-er-ent,
Pretend he procrastinated had no motivation,
Pretend he just made excuses that were so paper thin.
Make it blow away with the wind, Marshall you're NEVER gonna make it
His alarm went off to wake him but he didn't make it
To the Rap Olympics
Slept through his plane and he missed it

[Refrain: Hayley Williams]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

"Triple X" Jackson out.