You know,I had wanted to just say "i'm sorry" and just end the post off right there,but I got so much on my mind to talk about,both positive and negative...
I always like to start with the bright side. Yesterday afternoon was fabulous. Went to the sports park beside innova jc from 4-6 plus. First time I played ultimate Frisbee in my life,and I thoroughly enjoyed it. Great feeling to be running all over the place trying to intercept and receive discs,and feeling that your stamina is unlimited and you could just keep chasing the disc non-stop. That was precisely how I felt yesterday. Wanna thank charlotte for inviting us over,and just wanna say it was a really enjoyable time,and that T16 should organize some of our own sport days in the future,then yingtian charlotte and me would be able to teach the rest how to play UF,and we can have lots of fun together.
Today,went to Wheelock Place and bought a Crumpler bag. Been rushing my parents to buy sth for me since they got their big fat year-end bonuses last year. They decided that since I've been using that 30plus dollar bag for about 4 years now,its time for a change. And so some of you will probably see me coming into school with that new bag on my shoulders.... After buying the crumpler went over to Ion to buy a pair of Levi's for the 1st day of CNY,since I have no new jeans to go with the fox shirt the class bought for me on my birthday. After getting that we went home and I slept the remainder of the afternoon.
Now the other side to my weekend. Charlotte and I were the first to arrive at Causeway Point's mac,and while we waited for the others,we discussed some things that i'm not obliged to mention here. There is however one thing I can mention. She made me change my mind about the abhishek thing again. How would I have felt if someone could have actually helped me but decided not to since their opportunity costs would be greater than the rewards reaped from me? This made me think ALOT. And I have therefore decided I would probably make the whole affair a not-very-frequent thing. I would probably speak to him once every fortnight just to see how he copes along. This also means my next planned talk with him is this friday during our double break. Fantastic. I'm gonna at least try as much as I can la,I shall promise myself that. Its negative because it invaded most of my thoughts for the weekend grrr....
The other thing was making Charlotte really pissed at me if i'm not mistaken. I stepped over the line by making what was seemingly casual comments that ended up being inflammatory. So Charlotte,I'm really sorry about the things I've said,and I hope you would forgive me after u chill alright? Sorry and I'll try not to let that happen again......
Changes in the music player and blogskin coming soon,maybe tml.
"Triple X" Jackson out.
