Ok it has officially been a month! Gonna post now... Guess I'm in a much better state then I have been a month ago. I used to be able to remember every little thing she says and all,and now I can scarcely remember them anymore. Flushing her out for the past month have been really effective huh? I went over to bukit timah nature reserves,went up to the stupid 162m summit,taking pictures with my dad's DSLR all the way. The sound of nature around me provided me release,and I definitely felt better from then on.
Also I've been running a little. Will go to the gombak stadium early in the morning and run whatever distance I feel like running. With my ipod as my companion,running just feels so good! Really clears my mind,if only temporary. But after doing for awhile now,bottom line is,I'm on the track to recovery and dong really well.
After all that has happened,I guess I'm just too tired to like someone again. Some of you who know me better are probably trying to clear your ears right now to check if you've heard wrongly.... But its true,I'm gonna be stopping for a while. I've had enough till at least after NS,since we all know what happens to most NSmen with girlfriends... I'm enjoying a pretty good life now,things really just seem so much clearer to me when you are not caught up with chasing somebody. I like that life now,and it'll be that way for some time to come.
Looks like not posting for a month has really helped. I can see the contrast between my previous few posts and this current one,and the difference is really remarkable. The Batam OCIP trip + my birthday celeb are notable events in the past month for me. Batam was indeed a fantastic way to end the year with T16! Same goes for my birthday celeb. But there are far too many details for both liao,so i'm not gonna mention it here. I will just say that they have both been awesome. =)
Anyway...... I've finally updated my damn mixpod player..... It screwed up on my google chrome,so had to download internet explorer to edit the playlist. See I go to great lengths to satisfy the people who come by blog just to hear my club trax ok? Haha anyway I've scrapped the top 3 idea,too shallow to express my current favourite songs. Therefore,I now have a top 10! The first 10 songs you see on the player are ranked accordingly. As you can see,after a bloody long month,Tik Tok by Kesha has slipped down to #3,while two songs have been introduced up there. #1 song is obvious to everybody I'm sure. Please la,who doesn't like Bad Romance right now? Its so friggin addictive! Speaking of which I bought her The Fame Monster album already,and its nice! Anybody wanna borrow? #2 may be somewhat unexpected,but yes,I'm in love with a song sung by a gay... Wth but its a nice song! Trust me,you'll get hooked on sooner or later haha. We all love a good gay that can sing... =D
That's all this time. I shall try to shorten my posts' length from now on,starting from this post. Alright chao.
"Triple X" Jackson out.
