Kinda lag,but we've got a new classmate! Name's Tennisa (or sth close...) and she's back to retake her A Levels. She was from our senior class 2T16' 09 so it wasn't really very difficult to start integrating her into our class. Already had some chits and chats with her in LTs and she's pretty nice la.
Had ultimate frisbee for PE yesterday! Run lyk mad dog yesterday seriously but ppl just couldn't get thru to me. Main reason being the fact that I keep getting pinned down and all. AND they had a crazy catcher by the name of Le Nhu Thong aka Terry on their side so yea... In the end my team lost but heck,at least it was damn fun and feels damn good to run till your last breath and pant like crazy lols.
CT = EPIC FAIL. Lol by far GP fared the best with a decent C and 2nd in class along with it. Rest was just GG. Physics got E on the dot,Econs guaranteed U,Chem another U. So now just waiting for Math results which ain't gonna be any better,since half of the paper is like blank + I totally din do vectors. But its ok since I din study at all la. Shall try harder for Mid Years la heh...
Maths lecture now has a brand new seating arrangement! And T33 is just like next to T16 now. Kinda implies that me and kenneth might be able to seat together! Yay Math lec gonna be so much more interesting heh. And it also brings in an added bonus: She's now sitting closer to me! Man I'm struck... Guess I gotta redefine my New Year resolution. I shud say that i'm not gonna take interest in a girl and take do something about it. So yea,now its just observing her from a distance,and only consider taking action after A Levels. Therefore,no actions still end of A's. Period. :D
(Here's my reply: Actually in fact almost all of it would have gone through. Reason is simple. My sentimentalism makes me keep track of what you tell me i.e saving it up. I actually bother to read these every once in awhile and it kinda serves as a reminder to me. In other words should you have spoken freely instead of "STFU",it wouldn't have defeated your purpose of speech. But of course,that is all in hindsight,cuz there's no way of recovering this,and it's not lyk I would want to either cuz I've now come to fear patching up of any sorts. Its just not in me to be able to accept some things as they are in an attempt to restore things to their original form any longer. Such a fear is kinda hard to break once you get bitten once you see,and as you said,it takes time. Funnily enough that has been the title of my tumblr since its very beginning and I've only learnt to adopt it recently...
Well I suppose its never too late to pick that piece of advice up,and I sincerely thank you for that reminder. Keep holding on to your moment of peace,because i'm sure it'll pay off soon,as soon as it takes for this to fade. If it's of any comfort i'm kinda enjoying this moment for myself as well. Sure there's still that strange unfamiliar silence I would ponder about,but i'm sure it would go away sooner or later...
So all the best to you a former close friend of mine,and may peace await us all at the other side of this treacherous bridge we've been on for so long. Hope being classmates is not too far of a request. But I'll no longer hold expectations because that would just pull me(and yes only me) back in,which I don't wish to sink myself again.
Cheers,to memories I probably would never be able to erase,and to our individual happiness,which is still ultimately the most important of all.
Btw this is all instantly written,no careful wording anymore so yea... See ya around.)
"Triple X" Jackson out.
