Didn't have time to blog when I was online recently. So I did it via Tumblr mobile. My two latest posts are therefore on my tumblr. If you have the brains you would know the link to it...
And lemme finish off what you said halfway. Time and tide waits for no man. When something happens,you just gotta quickly suck it up and move on. Similarly,since I've made up my mind about this issue,I should quickly move on from it. I gotta remind myself not to look back,because that's sth I do very often. I don't wanna fall back into the same predicament I was in just some months ago. I will try my best but no guarantees I would successfully reduce your significance. At least i'm gonna try. At least i'm gonna try moving on while he doesn't. I know you said its not the case,but a guy might see through another guy's thoughts better than a girl can. Its just like how a girl can tell what another girl is probably thinking. He might not express it outwardly,probably keeping it to himself,but it's probable. There is no pt for you to probe him about it if its true,he won't tell.
If its any consolation to you,I'll definitely feel better if I "reduce" you. If you are a real friend to me,you would understand why i'm doing all this. Firstly,it makes me look less stupid. And secondly,it reduces the guilt I feel (the guilt you'll never understand either). And lastly,it sets me free from my self-imposed chains. Conclusion: Its way way better this way.
This time I ain't gonna just say and take no action. This time I'm really gonna try hard. Its a crucial year anyway,so it won't hurt to take extra care not to hurt myself for no apparent reasons. Two is better than one? Apparently quite a bunch in class think so,and somehow their actions (particularly *****) are kinda making me sick.
Two is better than one? Haha sorry I prefer 70 (the approx total strength of Swiss NPCC excluding sec 4s) is better than one. I think I'm gonna try being a regular back there. That passion has just reignited and burning wildly. Time management first though.
Macritchie run tomorrow. Got my nike earpiece packed. Sure to start walking by 3.2km though... Can't wait.
Its better this way.
"Triple X" Jackson out.