I'm baaaacccckkkkk..... Ps nvr blog these few days cuz I've been busy clearing the garbage dump of the house, aka my own room. So much stuff to arrange and pack and throw etc..... But at least the reward I get is a very neat room lor. But I know for sure its gonna be messed up like mad the moment I get home,so better enjoy the clean profile while it lasts haha....

Really tiring la,having to hear the rants of a frustrated/irritated/pissed mom doesn't ever makes life any easier. So my room has to be cleared up according to her standard lor.... Oh well at least now she's happy with it so I shall not complain. But I'm still scolded for playing with my iPod everywhere,since it makes me more ignorant,deaf,blind etc.... Lol maybe I do deserve it la,but I'm still not very happy about it lols....

And yep,I can definitely see the situational improvement almost instantly. With just that simple idea of me making you a less significant friend in my life,I find that I'm taking life much more easily. I'm able to focus my energy more on enjoying myself in class rather than stress over opening my mouth to speak to you. And I finally took off a huge burden from my back,the burden of thinking whether I'm a liability and all. Because I know I'm not a liability,I can make free decisions,to speak to you only when I wanna,when I know I won't be putting myself at a spot. Just like friday,I enjoyed our little singing session together because I'm worry-free,and we are doing sth that we 2 good friends like to do. Just singing those few songs while closing my eyes made me feel damn high,instantly vaporising any negative feelings I have of anything at that particular moment. And oh btw your singing isn't that bad la,your chorus of "Save You" was not bad what haha... =)

So yep,I definitely have reasons to believe that this course of action that I've taken is right,because now I feel really really good,whether its with or without you around to be the livewire. I truly believe this has been a good decision made,and hope you feel it too. =)

Hope to see the rest of my classmates on Tuesday! Charlotte or Hao Lan please do lemme know the itenary of your house visits ok? Wanna join you guys when I return from Malaysia! C ya guys!

Its better this way. =)

"Triple X" Jackson out and soldiering on.... Spartans FTW!